Gymnastic training #1

Yesterday, i went to my friend house for train our gymnastic moves. Well, this gym-nah-nah thing is my final sport exam. Actually, our moves isn't looks like a gymnastic after all. It's more looks like a dance. Plus, my team, consisted from 7 fertile people. XD~

i went from my house about 1pm. And when i arrived there, nobody's arrived yet. Then not a long time after me, emil, anita, vindy, and oki came. Well, we train our moves till about 5pm then we decided to watch diedra to play piano and that's till 6pm then everybody went home except me.

There, just me and diedra, well, this one is a very rare occasion for me, to tell someone about me. At first, we're just talking about our graduation party. Then, it continues to my parents. I thought he already knew about my family, but he's not. Well, actually, when i talk to someone about this, i feels uneasy. Yeah it still feels like that when i talk to him. But, i feel something different. It just like comfortable and kind like that.

And another thing, there, i saw his sisters and him movie that was made for their parents birthday. When i saw it, suddenly, i want to cry. Yeah i know i shouldn't be like that. But it just like, maybe im very envy of him. I wish my parents were, yeah. But i know my place. Surely i didn't cry there. Huff.

That day, i learnt things. First, i just barely know it that deep inside, i want a normal family. Second, another part of me still think that i should be grateful about my condition. At least, i don't have to be a beggar and can continue my study. And third, im getting to know closer of my friend : )