We first met at the freshmen year on highschool, on MOS, at Mozart class. but i don't really know her that time though since im sick for that three days and ended up alone. Lately, we just realized that our name is already up and down on the acceptance day. with the same junior highschool UN score, 27.73. At this time, i never thought of being together with her. oh and fyi, she is very
at this time of year. LOL peace ca :)pAfter that we attended the same homeroom class, X5, which i know her as a normal, cheerful and a bridget jones fans here. nothing really happened though. but we entered the same cram school for 3 years since the 2nd semester, although she entered first at the 1st semester.
At the end of 1st year, we take the school organization test together. at this time of year, i think this is the darkest time for her since her house is the main basecamp for those CAPSIS, the one who will be the student organization administrator. the most memorable moment is when we paint our capsis stick, we spilled it all over her house. everybody had gone home and it's already 12am. she, with drowsy eyes, cleaned it. well, this one's called the Acarella Story LOL.
And just before the ceremony to promote us into the real student council administrator, the day before, i dropped her off from motorcycle. well it's embarassing for her since she fall in front of Pakde, the one whom those i think delinquent gather. but the stupid thing is im not coming down from motorcycle and only ask her "ca? are you okay?".
The day after, we had to cooperate at the same position as the student council Treasurer. i think i started to like her here. she also had some big makeover over her. a little shocking at first but in the end im getting used to it. I never thought of confessing to her. sincee i also had gf at this time. but yeah this one is sooooo highschool.
At the Sophomore year, we also ended in the different classroom which makes it twice since the second year we also had to go to different classroom. this time, we are fighting hard for the university tests. so, i never ever wanted to confess although at this time of year i know that i had a feeling for her. for another info, i also dropped her off from motorcycle (again) at this time of year and it makes it twice. LOL.
"In the end, i never confessed to her and we already ended up in different institute."
a little bitter for having an unsettled feeling like this but yes, life must go on. so i decided to bury it deep inside.
Around the beginning of october, she asked me again to change our facebook status to in a relationship. i, cheerfully, accepted it. but after that, i wrote on her wall like "don't you consider my feeling?" and like that. the wall and the sms is not finished that night and the case is hanged.
the day after that, 5 october 2009, at 3pm, in the middle of basic physics IB, i told her that yes, i had crush on her. at first it seems she didn't really believe it. but in the end yes she accept it. even it via sms though
the order is very messed up. not like common people who followed the order : Getting closer to know each other - confessed - being a couple - changed relationship status. yeah you can describe it by yourself how messed up our order. but after all, i just realized it's really like the song "Brighter than Sunshine - Aqualung" :
a little bitter for having an unsettled feeling like this but yes, life must go on. so i decided to bury it deep inside.
Around the beginning of october, she asked me again to change our facebook status to in a relationship. i, cheerfully, accepted it. but after that, i wrote on her wall like "don't you consider my feeling?" and like that. the wall and the sms is not finished that night and the case is hanged.
the day after that, 5 october 2009, at 3pm, in the middle of basic physics IB, i told her that yes, i had crush on her. at first it seems she didn't really believe it. but in the end yes she accept it. even it via sms though
the order is very messed up. not like common people who followed the order : Getting closer to know each other - confessed - being a couple - changed relationship status. yeah you can describe it by yourself how messed up our order. but after all, i just realized it's really like the song "Brighter than Sunshine - Aqualung" :
♫ Im Yours and suddenly you're mine ♫
Because we're partner-in-crime before this, at first we're very uneasy. but for know i think it's already normal though : )
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