The way god play with us

Well actually, i still want to laugh and made some smirk for today. Yes, absolutely because of how god played with me and changed my way of thinking less in 12 hours.

So this morning, as usual i woke up at 4 am since i haven't done any of my works, especially the plant physiology things about butyric acid synthesis pathway. But as usual too, i overslept again until 5 am and when i woke up i jumped because of the panic and straightly tried to finish it. In the middle of searching and typing, a certain friend of mine chatted and asking about whatever-it-is-i-already-forgot. I answered her but when i asked her about the page which contained the answer for my assignment, well, it took her some time to reply me. I am not mad about this or what, i don't blame her. But it made me realized that you shouldn't depend on other people. After all, it's all by yourself. You have to be able to do anything these days. You can't trust other people.

But in contrast, at about 1 pm, in the middle of waiting a class, when certain questionnaire was spread over the classroom, i found out something funny about the questionnaire. It was there was certain someone who became a nominee, but the description about the nominee isn't about him, but actually that description belong to me. Well i don't blame it, people do mistakes after all. But what made me grateful is that certain friends of mine said like "Hey this isn't right! This description doesn't belong to him! It's belong to daryl!". I know that this is a very simple thing, but it totally regain my trust to people after this morning i had lost them. Seriously, god did played with my heart.

And another OOT thing here, i just realized that why i am not that attractive to people. Well, maybe i call this one self-soothe compliment. I just realized after certain someone told me that i acted like a children.Whoa i knew it, but i never thought that those words can made me realized how childish i am. Thinking about it, maybe the determining factors which made me looked very childish is because the way i talk and the way i act. I usually talk much, maybe i should keep my mouth shut and tried not to do any pranks to other people anymore. Yeah i think that should do a little, for now.