Wild Card Decision

Lately, i've been wondering about this decision, the wild card decision. But first of all, in my definition, wild card decision is the time when you choose a decision that is out of the box. For example, when you're given the decision between A and B, you choose C. The decision that never spoken, yet, sitting idly and people tend to overlook.

So, in my case, i pretty much a little bit close and intrigued by 7 people at the same time, at this time. Maybe it was just me that had the thought of being close, maybe they don't. But i did know the communications between them and i are pretty much insane. To make it clear, this 7 people are separated entities. Not in a same circle, hell i know they knew each other.

Although i did close with them, in term of i like them, only one of them that i did put my heart. But that's a different story. My point in here is that, i might have an option between 7 of them. Maybe the chance of each option is different because of my feelings and closeness and many other factors. But no matter how high the chance for each of them, no matter how i look at them, there were 7 options to choose from. Right?

But lately, i've been thinking about the option number 8. The wild card option of not being with any of them. I did love this one option from the 7 options. I did want to take the risk and choose this. But what can i do if this option never thought of me as an option? I'm tired. Last night i randomly found the words for this but now i forgot. But after all, after that thought last night, the options are narrowed into 2 options. To choose this one from 7 options or ditched all of the option and took the option 8 -- the wild card -- instead.

People come and go, but only that matter most stays. No, i should revised that people come and go, but only that stays matter the most. So i think, am sticking into the wild card for now. After all, i still have a long way to go in my life. Even if i died tomorrow, i don't really mind though. I always thought as dead, as the most wild card in all the wild card option people can have.